Last Aug I was thinking about mams birthdays
& she was not here, I felt it really & it made me
feel down, I went to work on the morning I had
a bad head, when I came home I was sitting on
the stairs & felt such a black cloud come over
me I slid down the stairs I could not move all
I can remember was my neighbour came in
& phone ambulance my legs were shaking
It took over an hour to come, I was rushed
to hospital the new one in cramlington there
was a few doctors around me I could not
see a bat I had to have MRI scan I was very
lucky, if it had been on the other side it would
of been worse, I can't remember much about
it, I was allowed to go home 2 days later, this
has changed my life not able to go out as much
& not able to work. was the worst time of my
life, Lynn been good, but Sarah & Darren don't
bother with me, never made any effort made me
feel sick. I would never of let my mam down &
we went through similar, I feel they are at an
age where they know what they are doing, they
just don't want to give me a change, the thing
is things happen when you don't expect them
to,maybe one day they look back.