Xmas is here once again, I light candles every year for you, mam & dad, because I miss you all very much, Lynn, Darren, Sarah, and all the grand children are well, I have a new edition, Sarah's new baby boy Riley Robert, she give our dads name as a second name, he was born on the 16th Dec at 11.55, he is a beautiful boy, you would of been a uncle to 3 nieces and 4 nephews is this going to be a football team, Lynn and Sarah are trying there best to sort there lives out as it cannot be easy in the world we live in today, there is so much heartache, and the government is making so many changes now that is effecting peoples lives, and that is okay if it turns out alright, but it seems to me as if they are going round in circles and it is going to cost more money in the long run, and then you see all the charities who depend on donations, and the care going down hill with older people, I know I had to see it with mam, you see all the homeless people on the street, and the goverment sends lots of money to other countries, where they should be helping our people aswell, why should people have to suffer and made to live in poverty, you would think we were living in the war, I feel that they have let there own people down and there needs to be more support and understanding. Anyway I am putting my worlds to right, The kids will certainly have good xmas, wish I could do more to help, I wish one thing in this world today that my children and grand children safe, happingess & wellbeing. It is our dad's birthday on Monday the 23rd, its just over 2 years since he died, but it is like yesterday. I miss you all very much Love Juliexxx