Peter its hard at Xmas when you, & mam,dad r not here, I remember Xmas like yesterday when we were kids, and now lynn's kids are all getting older, I think you would be really proud on how Lynn has grown up, its a real pity that Sarah & Darren still live in there past, maybe one day, I do not hold out hope there, after there stunt over my stroke, it meant nothing, but I'm only glad that I never turned by back on our mam, we had the same problems but we never turned away, I wanted to have time for Sarah & Darren but they never give me the chance, well have to move forward in my life, time is to short now, hope u have Xmas dinner up there.

Always in mind & heart each day

Love Juliexx